my only freedom

i was wide awake when he called my name seven times.

i sinned and came upon a designated lie.
i was told to believe that this world is temporary.
if so, why have i not seen the heavens yet?
my freedom, only showed me hell on earth.

there is no room for my apologies if noone cares to even listen.
there is room for my empathy if everyone cares to miss them.

i am asleep when no one hears my cries.
i am asleep when i chased the dragon to free my pain.

listen.
and listen.
keep on listen you fools of the modern times.
and hear this amplifying silence that you think that have brought yourself to life.

deny that you are alive because of your wisdom.
what fucking wisdom? you are as good as dead.

i was there before you lived.
i i died before your forefathers knew how to lie.

my only freedom, is to hear you cry.
may you follow me to the hereafter and live your regrets eternally.

- azaziel