the holy balancer

grief not ye lost souls who lost your humanity,
i shall purify your darkest vengeance
do not be lost o humanity that be enslaved in your freedom of life
i will be your only solace

speak to me in your forsaken language of love
so i may destroy and annihilate any of your emotions
sing to me in your enchanted melody
so i may dischord your joy and laughter

i am the holy balancer
i am your brother dear
i am your darkest fear
i am your only lover

my only creation of misery
has proved you to be the lasting adversary
when you stood up to me
and said that you loved me

i am but the holy balancer.
i reverse your sins to love
i nullify your forgiveness to hate
and i turn your regrets to happiness

leave you i should and kill you i would
my sense of time repeats itself
on this everlasting cycle of agony
and my weary soul that has no heartbeat

my wings faded the night to day
and my clamoring voice shall wake the sun
just to hear you cry
when you see my alluring eyes

my eyes, my sinful eyes
my voice, my wretched voice
my face, behind my eternal mask of bliss
my heart, which yearns your darkest kiss

and i am sorry for all that has been lost.
and i am sorry for being created
the holy balancer
of love and hate

- saffira the accursed holy balancer

secrets

let me whisper to you a language you can hear
only when you are in love

let me share with you a melody bound by whipers,
only when you are alone

let me show you a picture painted by a beautiful spectre
who comes when you are in love

allow me to gently stroke your hair so smooth
so that i can share with you my soul screaming

please
please
please

listen when the silence befriends you
so he may share with you his song of romance

so here we are
we have come this far

and stones and pebbles
and dirt and grime
and pain and hypocrisy
but lest the essence of why we are even here

i want to hold your hand forever
i need to hear your empty whispers
i tried to be your silver sword
but alas i am but only a squier to you

i shall not but let you seek your solace
in your space full of questions
and expectations
and your fantasy perfections

whisper to me even just once
the secrets of your restless spirits
that made you dance
forever in your mind

i want to take you away
from the world and all its pain

so that we may embrace each other
in the colours so faint

but lest we part
and lest we cry
when we are two hearts
swallowed by the sky

what ever it is
it will always be you and i

- som'oka reviliel the abandoned space cowboy