confessions of a dog soldier

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

my only freedom

i was wide awake when he called my name seven times.

i sinned and came upon a designated lie.
i was told to believe that this world is temporary.
if so, why have i not seen the heavens yet?
my freedom, only showed me hell on earth.

there is no room for my apologies if noone cares to even listen.
there is room for my empathy if everyone cares to miss them.

i am asleep when no one hears my cries.
i am asleep when i chased the dragon to free my pain.

listen.
and listen.
keep on listen you fools of the modern times.
and hear this amplifying silence that you think that have brought yourself to life.

deny that you are alive because of your wisdom.
what fucking wisdom? you are as good as dead.

i was there before you lived.
i i died before your forefathers knew how to lie.

my only freedom, is to hear you cry.
may you follow me to the hereafter and live your regrets eternally.

- azaziel

Friday, January 4, 2008

18 Years

the pleasure is mine love, sing me the song,
that you'd like me to scream to the world.
i will be there. even if this serenade died to a silence.
i will be there, even if the world shouts back at us.

set free this steps we take
set free the hearts we break
and take them to the void of space
and bury the regrets that followed you home, everyday.

this song is for you, oh traitors of your own life.
this song is for the mask, you paint your disguise.

liberty o liberty...
breathe my heart free, this cruel world that cries too much.

- tzuzuru the inmate from cell 86-A