friday christmas

feel me inside the silence
of rustling thoughts on a friday christmas.

i falter though i stood my ground,
it was an empty box wrapped in a pale blue ribbon.

no spirits can bring me up
no demons can crash my faith.

i am a liar of my own conspiracy
for i am the murder of my own gospels.

friday christmas, please come,
so that you may disappear in the void of the night.

i am just a person.
i am a non believer of you,
friday christmas.

- andany the boy of tragedy

phoenix

no, i am here
sunning my little
torn memories

as i tried to
ask my heart
aah... about love

i tried to be
skinless about the
pain in my soul

he said it was an
essay for those
who musn't die from
overfed dinosaurs in our heads

how i adore you
fate is too cruel
for us to share a bond

i knew we can never be
even before we
were here at all

- evar ella'sal the forsaken prince of the crows