confessions of a dog soldier

Monday, July 4, 2011

insignia emblemed


too much words rambled in this head,
no, nothing's wrong i'm not afraid.

within the three heads that live in me,
of all are swapping this hypocrisy.

linger on, oh linger more,
all the bad thoughts of those abhorred.

i am walking, this endless flight of rubble,
to keep me distant from the heart that troubles.

i walk alone now, i'm sure i could,
i'd like you be here, but that if you would.

of said the regrets that were put to words,
of said all frets, that all came be favoured.

i was the prodigy, that laid the gun,
but thou art the bullet that shoot and run.

no, the run is over, it was all clear.
yes, the fun is over, too much had cleared

this meaningless phantom that haunts this vessel,
keeps raging on with its meaningless riddles.

i had a bit too much to think.
i had far too much to drink.

alas be as said, the rambles that shivers my head.


- daserai el-haque, the clueless sultan of the wastelands

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

dalam hati ada azan




gua tak kisah,
lu orang makan duit gua,
cukup-cukup kasi abis.

gua tak kisah,
lu orang eksen dengan gua,
depan-depan pun takpa.

gua tak kisah,
kasi members hidup,
bila gua sendiri tengah sesak.

gua tak kisah,
keje doplopatjam,
pasal bila gua da gaji, lu orang senyum.

gua pun tak kisah,
kalau lu pandang gua rendah,
pasal gua sedar diri gua.

gua lagi tak kisah,
kalau lu mau hina gua,
mau caci maki gua punya muka.

gua pun tak amek hati,
kalau lu takmo tolong gua,
bila gua tengah susah.

tapi gua mintak siket aja,

gua mintak payung,
mana punya buruk pun takpa.

pasal dalam hati gua,
tengah banjir airmata.

gua mintak lu diam aja,
sekejap pun takpa.

pasal dalam hati gua,
ada azan tengah berkumandang.

gua mintak seteguk air,
tak kisahlah panas ke sejuk.

pasal bila gua nazak,
taklah haus sangat.

dengan gua mintak lu ingat,
nama gua sapa.

pasal bila gua dah takda,
boleh lu sedekah al-fatihah.

- wak john