last few days

i am here no longer,
my body has shown its wither.

my dreams have not been met,
all i can do now is to forget.

my prayers were never really there,
i guess i shall die in despair.

i am afraid but i am not,
because i know it is all my fault.

i wish i could reverse this,
just as simple like a kiss.

but it is all too late now,
i only have this much that time allows.

this pain is piercing through my chest,
i just know that this will be my final rest.

i want you to know that i'll keep our love ablaze,
especially in these last few days.

i will leave you soon enough,
and i hope all this wont be tough.

i know i should have listened to you,
but i just act as if i had no clue.

i guess the smoke has finally consume me,
shown me my last and final agony.

i have to tell you that i'll always be here,
maybe i wont but probably i'll appear.

if you just stay and listen to the walls,
you will probably hear my silent calls.

i am sorry i have to go, i really am.
i wish you safe and sound and hope you do good for your exams.

- rave